I’m glad you became a member! (and flattered you did it to comment…there’s a ton of good stuff to comment on in Medium!) Will you share the link to the article you initially reference with me?
And, as much as I said “It doesn’t matter to me” I feel the pull of wanting answers, too. It hard to not start believing that you are just a bad egg when it appears that everyone else can do things easily that you can’t seem to wrap your brain around.
I know that naval gazing gets a bad rap, but becoming more self-aware has helped me tremendously and it sounds like you are on the same path.
Thank you for going out of your way to contribute to the conversation. :)