Here here! You read my mind, as I just replied in the comment the before yours, that I had to let go of taking responsibility for him and that his porn stuff was really deeply rooted, likely far beyond anything I could help him with, despite my best efforts. He needs to figure that out. There was no way I could augment my body to satisfy whatever was driving him to reduce me to parts and pieces.
I had to choose not to enable or be co-dependent with him anymore.
I have stuff to work through too, and moving forward with this surgery is part of the work I’m doing on myself.
Thank you for the heartfelt support and for taking the time to comment!